Brian's so-called life.

I would like to start out by saying thank you to anyone that has looked at my blogs. I havent been on in a while, but would like to change that. Im going to try something new with my life right now. Im absolutely broke and work a ton and yet have nothing to show for it. I was surfing the internet about a month ago and found a work from home business thing. Im going to try this. not just for myself, but for my family and loved ones. i want to have a life again and the money to do it. so.... here goes!!! PRAY FOR ME!!! :)

i found a little bit ago just how much of a bad son i really am. i have no one to share my feelings with besides my sister really.... and she lives fifteen hours away from me. ill never be able to fix what i have done, nor would my dad even understand. my life is a complete failure, and i know that. i dont need people to tell me. right now i just could use a hug, and yet cant even get that.....