Hey my FEW followers... So I know I havent been on here in a while, and it seems I just use my blog as a diary for myself. But oh well, Its my life and I want people to know what the real me is all about. I have a messed up life I thionk, the only true things to me rioght now are my two AMAZING kids and what little family I have left that still want to be apart of my life. I wouldnt give those few things away for anything!!! Ive hurt some people along the way to where Im at now, and pretty much wish I could take all that back and just hurt myself in return. Ive had people tell me that Im a great person amd that I deserve the best. Well, think what you want, cuz I dont deserve that anymore. I had that in front of me before and either had my heart crushed or I crushed someone elses heart. So, Im done with that. Im getting to where I need to stop putting everyone else in my life first, and start taking care of my self. If Im not happy, than the person that is with me isnt happy. Anyway, enough B.S. for now. Ill be back... I promise!
i found a little bit ago just how much of a bad son i really am. i have no one to share my feelings with besides my sister really.... and she lives fifteen hours away from me. ill never be able to fix what i have done, nor would my dad even understand. my life is a complete failure, and i know that. i dont need people to tell me. right now i just could use a hug, and yet cant even get that.....
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