i found a little bit ago just how much of a bad son i really am. i have no one to share my feelings with besides my sister really.... and she lives fifteen hours away from me. ill never be able to fix what i have done, nor would my dad even understand. my life is a complete failure, and i know that. i dont need people to tell me. right now i just could use a hug, and yet cant even get that.....
Hello blog life. Things still seem to go up and down each day for me. Some times hourly! As for my baby mama drama..... I HOPE SHE FALLS OFF A CLIFF SOMEDAY! Once again, I didnt get to see my son this past weekend, because of a 'family event' that 'just came up'. Well, shes gonna learn her lesson one of these days. Ill make sure of it, karma's a beotch! Its gonna snow some more here tonight, YIPPIE! Not. As much as I do like the cooler weather better, Im ready for the day to wear shorts, flip flops, and stand by a grill cooking some good food and holding a beer ;) And hopefully, just hopefully.... There will be a beautiful woman by my side to enjoy my life with!
OMG!! I just found your blog. I had no idea about it. I almost cried. I love you!
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