Hey my FEW followers... So I know I havent been on here in a while, and it seems I just use my blog as a diary for myself. But oh well, Its my life and I want people to know what the real me is all about. I have a messed up life I thionk, the only true things to me rioght now are my two AMAZING kids and what little family I have left that still want to be apart of my life. I wouldnt give those few things away for anything!!! Ive hurt some people along the way to where Im at now, and pretty much wish I could take all that back and just hurt myself in return. Ive had people tell me that Im a great person amd that I deserve the best. Well, think what you want, cuz I dont deserve that anymore. I had that in front of me before and either had my heart crushed or I crushed someone elses heart. So, Im done with that. Im getting to where I need to stop putting everyone else in my life first, and start taking care of my self. If Im not happy, than the person that is with me isnt happy. Anyway, enough B.S. for now. Ill be back... I promise!
Hello blog life. Things still seem to go up and down each day for me. Some times hourly! As for my baby mama drama..... I HOPE SHE FALLS OFF A CLIFF SOMEDAY! Once again, I didnt get to see my son this past weekend, because of a 'family event' that 'just came up'. Well, shes gonna learn her lesson one of these days. Ill make sure of it, karma's a beotch! Its gonna snow some more here tonight, YIPPIE! Not. As much as I do like the cooler weather better, Im ready for the day to wear shorts, flip flops, and stand by a grill cooking some good food and holding a beer ;) And hopefully, just hopefully.... There will be a beautiful woman by my side to enjoy my life with!
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